Back at work

Well, my first day back at work.

Not too bad. Really. But… I just don’t have a lot of motivation right now. This needs to change. The way I figure it, I could stay at home a year and feel the same. If I go to work, I could feel this way for a week or two, but it should get better.

I don’t know… I just feel empty. But there’s something else there too, that I can’t really place my finger on.

In other news, the support from a few special friends has been great. I know I haven’t spoken much, even to them, but the time together really does mean alot. Exactly what, I’m not sure. But it’s important and special.

My dad and I just got my new stove in. I put it in yesterday, but I thought I smelled gas. I couldn’t find any though, and neither could he today. So I guess I can cook now, not just barbecue. Now I really have no excuse for eating out so much.

Ok, off to some readings.